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    March 29

    Oh, and your sweet and pretty face, such an ugly word for something so beautiful.

    Haha, you want to know something funny?
     
    Naaah, I thought not. I'll save it for another time.
     
    Officially obsessed with... The Kooks! Don't be scared if I bombard you with songs by them, I'm just trying to spread the geniosity.
     
    But oh oh, I love her because she moves in 'er own way.
     
    And on with the blog...
     
    Yes, well I have been depressed recently, but you don't really want to hear about that... Erm, my sister had hackers that weren't me. Lizzie is now going out with Tom... I have rediscovered the amazingness of Skunk Anansie, much to my sister's disgust... I can't think of more news.
     
    I'm guessing I'm either going to describe my day, or write about some sort of topic.
     
    Well my day was dull. Talking to hairy druggies, eating lollies that weren't cannabis, and singing happy birthday to Edd. Dull. Dullness.
     
    I'm so damn apathetic sometimes, I bore myself.
     
    Ooh, did I tell you about my amazing adventures in Cambridge?
     
    No, no I didn't.
     
    So now you're going to hear them. Well... It all began early on a Saturday morning. I made the journey to Lizzie's, where I found Jess and her talking to a half-naked man. Well, boy, really. Er, yes, so then we walked to le bus stop. Exciting. Caught the bus, then Tom caught the bus, played "Shag, Marry, Kill?" for a while, and it got a bit silly. So then we got off the bus and walked to the Grafton centre. Ack, this is unbearably boring for me to write about.
     
    Let's talk about my playlist.
     
    Oh wow, most played item: District Sleeps Alone Tonight - The Postal Service. Followed by Such Great Heights. Then Build God, The We'll Talk.
     
    Shag, Marry, Kiil? Conor Oberst, Jake Gyllenhaal, Simon Amstell.
     
    This must be the oddest blog I've ever written. Random pieces of thought. Strung together. Without a thought of linking. Them.
     
    Weddings. How do y'all want to get married, if at all? I want to be married under a palm canopy, bare footed. The cake would be made of Krispy Kremes, all different flavours for the different tiers. A live band. A decent live band. The dress would be reeaaally, reeeeaaaaally expensive. And I'd get the bridesmaids and pageboys to paintball it.
     
    Meh, or not.
     
    I'll get on with my story now.
     
    Comment. Erm. Please?
    March 24

    But whoo is Magoo?

    I do not know.
    I may never know.
    Heck, maybe I don't even care.
    What's it to you anyhu? You people don't even read the titles anyway. You just greedily grab the blog. I spend YEARS thinking of decent titles and they never get read. Shame on you. From now on, I will have shitty titles and I will place the blame fully on you. Yes, you! And you! Aww, you I love too much. But you, definitely.
     
    And on with the blog.
     
    I am rethinking my entire, 15-year life. I mean, I thought I could write poems that moved, and showed the real me. I thought my poems had depth. But look, and I ask you LOOK. This is so brilliant, I couldn't put it off. I had to show you all.
     
    my name is lil leah
    i lyk da name called mia
    i ave loadsa frends
    but it all depends
    on if u kno hw 2 b a frend,
    i am very cheeky
    and can b very meaty
    i lyk 2 shop
    n also hop
    n be very sneeky.
     
    Does that not just inspire you to, to... Jump off a fucking sixteen-storey building? What the FUCK? Poems on spaces are SUPPOSED to be depressing, emoey and downright twisted. She's bending all the rules! But she does it oh-so-stylishly. I mean, aqua? Genius.
     
    Ah yeah, before I got sidetracked. I guess I'd better blog? Nah, actually. Oh shit I feel bad.
     
    I just want to apologise for being such a bitch. Sorry Leah. Sorry Lisa, who I quite happily took the piss out of the other day. You're not worse than me. Just because I choose to spell correctly doesn't make me better than either of you. You're both ten, and therefore probably don't know any better. I'm really sorry. You probably won't read this, either of you, but I needed to say it.
     
     
     
     
     
    Yes. I'm a complete weirdo.
    February 11

    You're just too good to be true, can't take my eyes off of you!

    Saturday's blog. The blog of Saturday!
     
    Today I did.. Nought.
     
    So why am I blogging?
    1) To entertain myself.
    2) To keep Lizzie's mind off... Things.
    3) To air my thoughts on the following subjects:
    1. Emos.
      Right. Well, personally, I love emos. True the whole "emotional" thing CAN get a bit tiring, but hey, they DO put the EMO in EMOtional. I like the music, I am growing THE fringe, the clothes are a bit.. Mnerh, but I would probably wear them. The cutting thing... I can almost identify with, but, as most of you will know, I can NOT STAND blood. Goodbye childhood dreams of being a doctor. Erm, what was I talking about? Ah yea, emos. Lizzie and I are almost emos. We cannot be depressed for long enough to be real uns, but we have the look and the tunes. Yay. I don't really like the poetry, but as I write lyrics myself, I can't complain about that. Although, to be fair, I'm writing for my band. Even that's on hold now due to us needing to learn our instruments. well, me needing to learn my instrument. But shush.
    2. Valentine's day.
      Now, I don't know if I were actually in a real relationship I would feel any different about it, but I do not like it. It is a pointless holiday. Celebrate anniversaries, for god's sake! You can get all lovey-dovey then. Why do you need an extra day in the year to rub it in our poor singleton faces? Hm, do I sound bitter? I guess I am. I was figuring that my happy ending was just about to happen, but it never did, and I think it's probably my fault. But you don't want to hear my emoish ranting. You want to hear my ranting aginst the coupled-up population! Or maybe not. Cause I know that you've probably heard it already. Maybe you are happily single. Maybe you do have "your other half", but you can't be with them for Valentine's day. I'm guessing a LOT of you out there are single and wishing you weren't. I am one of those unfortunate few. Hopeless romantic, but deeply cynical. So many people are getting together at this time of year, quite possibly mainly cause they don't want to be alone on "that" day. I don't know what your motives are, but don't you think that it's odd that people suddenly decide to couple up? So a lot of you out there are big, fat PHONIES. In a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship. And I was <--> that close to joining your number. Looking back... I don't know. I don't know if I should have gone for it, or what. I just didn't want to be alone. And now I am, and I don't feel too bad. So there you are. Even I, Queen of the Desperates, can occasionally make an alright decision. Even though it probably wasn't. But I musn't think about it too much, or I'll end up in the wardrobe again. (It makes sense to me. And Lizzie.)
    3. Isle Of Wight.
      My dad is... Well there aren't really enough words for him, are there? But anyway, he is swaying on the whhole plan. However, tickets are almost defintely sold out. And there is always the question of accomidation. My dad will NOT camp. Or buy a cottage, it seems. But I HAVE to go. The Rakes! EDITORS! PLACEBO!! If I don't go, I may die of jealousy when Jimmy, Mikey and Maili come back and tell me all about it and how awersome it was. And we don't want me to die, do we? So, if there is anyone out there with a spare room in a house/cottage on the Isle of Wight going spare...
    4. The France Exchange.
      Erlack! I. Do. Not. Want. To. Go. To. France. Ever. Again. It doesn't like me, I don't like it. We're even and settled. And I'm sorry, but I'm not going now anyway. No spaces left. I guess I'll just have to go see We Are Scientists. WIRKLICH schade... It would have been fun, I agree. A few days messing about with mates. But you need talent, which I do NOT have in plentiful supply. And it's in FRANCE. Sorry Jimmy, Mikey, Jackson. I love you and all, but... France.... *shudders*

    And that's it... A reasonably long blog, I think. Better than a non-blog. I bid thee good day.

    December 16

    "If no-one moves, then nobody's gonna get hurt. Don't move, 'cause nobody wants to get huh-oh-oh-oh-oh. Woh-oh-oh-oh-oh. We pray, for proof, I'm probably making this up, it's true. I'm probably making this uh-uh-uh-uh-uh..."

    "...Because my body is your body, I won't tell anybody. If you wanna use my body, go for it, yeah."

     

    Haha, had use just about ALL the lyrics in that song. Woo, new obsession. We Are Scientists rule. Aw, happiness flowing freely throughout veins.

     

    Despite ICT coursework. Let's face it guys. I'm going to fail. Miserably. So why bother? Awww, I don't even know what I'm doing wrong. Except EVERYTHING.

    Help? Somebody? Maybe I should just give up and DIE. Hm, maybe not quite. But it IS bugging me one helluva lot.

    Ah well. Let's talk about something else. Ooh, I saw this idea somewhere else and have decided to make it my own.

     

    This is ME: A-Z

    A: Amazing. Ok, maybe not. Hmm... Aw... I can't thin... Yes! Aw. That is ME. I say "Aw" more often than anything else.  It's become part of my character. Oh. My. God, or ARCTIC MONKEYS. I can't seem to write them in un-capital letters. Ah well. They deserve to be shown up. They are the rulingest.


    B: Boring? Baise. Hah. Hm, no. Bashful. T'hee. No. Blinker! Yeah, that's me all over.


    C: Cool. As in un-. Creep! Awww... Yeah. "'Cause I'm a creep, yeah I'm a weirdo..." Cravings also. I get them a lot. But only for: Caffeine (Coke or coffee), chocolate, carrots, celery and/or cream crackers. All begin with "c". Quel bizarre. 


    D: Drums. I play the drums. Sometimes, when I feel like it. I'm REALLY not commited to it, but it's very stress-releasing. And I can drum to Plug In Baby! Woo yeah.


    E: Editors. As in, I LOVE Editors. They are the shit, man, the shit. Wow, and they've done quite a lot of stuff, considering they're new. Woo. Also Ether State, whom I love and adore. And emo. I guess I am. A bit.


    F: Fuck. Quelle surprise. Ooh, or French. Yay. Ok, French it is. Quel, erm, yay. Woop, or friends! Aw, yeah. I have friends. Many, many friends.


    G: German. You knows it. German, is, as they say, BRILLIANT. Best. Language. Ever.


    H: Hot Hot Heat. *grins* Recently rediscovered them. I love them from here to there and back.


    I: love you baby, and if it's quite alright, I love you baby... So sorry, couldn't resist. I love that song. Seriously now, individual. I am that. Very. Unfortunately. My style changes every other week, my mind changes every other moment, and I am extreme. In emotions, that is. I LOVE things, and I HASSE them. Very few things get the inbetween treatment. However, I can be very indifferent to certain things and people. Most of the time I'm not though. I have an individual fashion sense *ahem*anotherwordforcharityshopstyle*ahem*, an individual music sense *ahem*anotherwordforcrap*ahem*, and I am, well, different *ahem*anotherwordforcrazy*ahem*. *grins*. Aw, that was a sweet topic. But next! 


    J: Erm, yes. We all know what I'm going to put here. Not strictly to do with me though.


    K: Knickknack. My room is full of them.


    L: Libertine. Recently found out what it actually means. It means: "A morally dissolute person". Ok, so maybe not, but I love the band. Ooh, now this is slightly odd, but how about Leonora? As in, I am ME. Perfect.


    M: ME. Yay. Aw, that's a bit boring. How about "MUSIC"? Haha, can't believe I didn't think of this straight away... Anyway, music. It is a HUGE, MASSIVE, GINORMOUS part of my life. As in... I cannot go a day without listening to some sort of music. Mind you, can't say I've tried. And I don't want to.


    N: Napster!! Yay, it's so addictive. I have it on a free trial, woop, and I've listened to about 4359875 songs. Simply because I can. No other reason.


    O: Odd. There is not a word that could describe me better. Obsessive would be another good one.

    P: Puk-kaaaaw! Completely stuck on words, but I say this a lot. (I know, I know, see above letter).

    Q: Quatsch. As in German for nonsense. Damn straight.

    R: Rah! Again... I'm sorry. But "rah" is my trademark. Almost.

    S: SEX!! Couldn't resist.

    T: Tired. I am lethargic, most of the time. Hah, you can tell I am now because all of my answers have been so shit.

    U: Unique. Well, everyone is. Brian: "Everyone's different!" Multitude: "Yes, we're all different." Small voice near back: "I'm not". Haha, "Life Of Brian" is an actual legend of a movie.

    V: I think I'm going to have to resort to the dictionary from now on. Visible. But I do wonder sometimes...

     

    A fly just flew into me and landed om the desk. It's on its back and can't get up. Life's a bitch.

     

    W: Waif. *gesniffen*. Yeah, I feel waif-like sometimes. Like now. Love me, people. LOVE. ME. Or not... Wardrobe.I spend a lot of my time in my wardrobe. It just seems... Safe. Ok, I even freaked myself out there. But that's the truth.

    X: Fuck that. No way is there a word beginning with "X" that describes me.

    Y: Yo-yo. Hah, that is such a sucky word. But I guess it describes me.

    Z: Zealous. Sometimes. I was zealous today, making biscuits. Yay. But guess what? I left the tin, with biscuits in, at school. Aw.

     

    Well that was a waste of time. You know nothing more about me, except that I am completely willing to spend 3498725 hours on a STUPID NON-BLOG.

     

    Have a nice day...

    November 28

    "I'm so fizzy I could burst!"

    Wow I love that song. Aaaaah, it's so gorgeous. (Mint Car - The Cure). Anyway, this is a PROPER blog, no quizzes in sight, I promise. Soooo then.
     
    LIFE! Isn't it good, people? Well, ish, anyway. It's not AWFUL, I'll grant it that.
     
    Cuh! I can't believe it. I have about 27837472 people on my contact list, 12301 people online, but I'm not talking to anyone. Man, was it something I said? Ok, wait, I'm now talking to Lizzie. About Isaac, oddly enough. Pah! Where's Jimmy? And Chris? Not here, apparently. Wow, that's become my like, catchphrase. Awww, I'm so unloved *sniffles*.
     
    Right then. Music! EVERYone loves music. Nobody has not liked some music at some point during their lives. Meh, the whole subject's too big. Right then.
     
    Me: "Lizzie! What shall I blog about? Give me a word or phrase."
    Lizzie: "I love Isaac. A random but true phrase."
     
    Cuh! So here I am, writing about me loving Isaac, or Lizzie loving Isaac? Lizzie, yeah. Ok then. So. Well this whole thing is a bit tragic really. Poor Lizzie is basically in love with this dude in a band, with her brother. But the thing is... Her brother won't allow it. I know! A tragic fairy tale. Hmm... Anyway. I think to really get the full picture, you need to know Lizzie. Which some of you don't. But I'm not here to write about Lizzie. So, moving on.
     
    Me: "Jo! What shall I blog about?"
    Jo: "Your beautiful friend Josephine (Jo)"
     
    Ok... Cuh, so vain... Anyway. Jo Sriskandan. She is 14, shortish, and a good friend. She.. erm. Well.I have a picture of her holding a tortoise somewhere. Go look for it! Found it? Well, that's her. She's more of a "girl" than me, but don't hold that against her. Wow, considering she's my friend, I really don't know that much about her. Jo, comment and leave details for all the wonderful people!
     
    Me: "Loz! What shall I blog about?"
    Loz: "ME"
     
    Hah! Ok then, so here we go. Loz is also 14, tallish and a good friend. She's probably my oldest non-Isleham friend. She's vair vair funny, and annoyingly pretty. Clever too. Yes people, she may sound perfect but the thing is... I dunno. Heh, this ought to boost your ego, Loz.
     
    ARGH!! Bored.
     
    I'm sorry, but I found it, and I like it.
     

    Name : Leonora
    Eye Colour : Blue/green/grey.
    Hair Colour : Blonde.
    Righty, Lefty or Ambidextrous : Righty.
    Star Sign : Scorpio.
    Height : 5'6".

    Describe...

    Your Heritage/Nationality : English.
    Your Hair : Blonde, frizzy/straight, depending on whether my straighteners feel like working!
    Your Fears : Numerable. Horses, seaweed, being alone...
    Your Perfect Room : MY OWN ONE...
    What You Do In The Day : Bugger all.

    What Is/Are :

    Words You Like : Amazingly, wow, apparently, blate, like and fuck.

    Phrases You Over-Use :

    "God, what a fricking... FRICK!" "Not here, apparently."

    Your First Thought When You Wake Up : "Oh God, it's morning."

    This Or That...

    Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi
    McDonalds or Burger King : Neither. Both are gross...
    Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate.
    Adidas or Nike : Hmm, Nike, I guess
    Black or White : Black.
    Burgers or Hot Dogs : Burgers.
    Music or TV : Music. Everytime!

    Do You...

    Smoke : No. Well, I HAVE. But I won't. Bleauk.
    Sing Well : Yeah! You bet! *coughs*
    Sing in the Shower : Who told you?!
    Talk to Yourself : I'm the only intelligent person in my household, so yeah! Haha.
    Believe In Yourself : Not at all!
    Play An Instrument : Do the drums count as an instrument? I always thought of them as noise... But I play them, anyway.
    Want To Get Married : Hell, yeah! Just imagine...
    Want To Have Children : Yes. Two girls. No boys! Well maybe one...
    Think Your a Health Freak : Nope! 
    Get Along With Your Parents : Sometimes, when I want money! 
    Get Along With Your Siblings : You could say that... but you'd be lying!

    In The Past Month Have You...

    Drank Alcohol :

    Yes... If I say no, I'll get 3248927342 comments reminding me about Rachel's party - which, by the way, was amazing!
    Smoked : No.
    Got High : No.
    Done Any Drugs : No.
    Eaten An Entire Box Of Chocolates : No.
    Been On Stage : No.
    Gone Skinny Dipping : No.
    Dyed Your Hair : No.
    Stolen Anything : No. What an interesting life I lead!


    Last Time You...

    Had A Nightmare : Last week.
    Had A Car Ride : Saturday.
    Cried : Aaages ago!! Wow.
    Last Word Said : In a MINUTE!!
    Last Phone Call : Kirsten.
    Last Person You Hugged : Jimmy.
    Last Person You Yelled At : My parents
    Last Time You Fought With Your Parents : A few minutes ago.
    Last Time You Wished Upon A Star : About five years ago

    September 11

    Plate!

    I can do it! I can put a plate in my blog!

    The First of (probably) Many...

    Woo! This is my second first blog. It is the second, as this is my second space, and the first as no more have been written before it (at least on this space).
     
    Right, for those loyal followers of my last blog (at last count a huge... erm... 2), this is your Mecca. Your Holy Grail, your White Hart. Whatever it is you guys look for. Anyway, this is it! Woohoo and things. You could at least pretend to be excited.
     
    Ah well, nevermind. Anyway because this is unofficially my first blog, I guess I should introduce myself.
    I am Leonora. Hi.
     
    Great, now formalities are out of the way, let's get on with it shall we? You may be wondering why the hell I am writing a blog at three in the morning. That's a fair thought and I will explain.
    Try drinking three cups of UN-decaffeinated (caffeinated?) coffee before you go to bed. Then you'll see. I am trying to get as much mileage out of this coffee as I can. Of course i will have to sleep all day tommorow, but it's worth it for the peace and quiet. True, there are a few die-hards out there, and people from the other side of the world, but I don't know most of them, so I feel nice and... isolated. Damn.
     
    Not a long entry, but I'm sure it will suffice. Not entirely riviting, or even mildly interesting, but what is there to write about at quarter past three?
     
    Exactly.